mortifying: local human desires romance and affection

had a really embarrassing therapy session where i admitted that i actually DO want romance and love the whole time i thought i was a girl, i was always aiming for “good enough” — i definitely had in the back of my head at all times that love between two men was probably the pinnacle […]

weird shit i bought in the hopes it would make me feel better while looking for a job:

extremely minimalist running shoes (fix your form, fix your ENTIRE life) tickets to japan for new year’s (if i don’t get a job i might as well be sad in japan, right?) cat toys (a big hit) cat harness (a complete and utter failure that nubs didn‘t forgive me for for like 48 hours) so […]