so i guess the world fell apart, huh
things have been very very bad here, actually. i am actually incredibly depressed and lonely and the thought of doing anything or being anything is just – hard. it’s so hard. i was getting to the point of being okay and then All Of This happened, and now i just am not doing well. even the hobbies i have, i get halfway through and just – why bother? why try? everything is just bad forever? which is not the right way to think about it, but – everything just seems so pitifully useless.
anyway. i hope you’re all doing better than i am.